Alexander Grainger

Not as miserable. I was serving in active duty at the time. But covid lockdowns and restrictions decimated morale within our ranks.

I felt chest pains and had back to back anxiety attacks. I had been suffering with anxiety since 2017 but my condition worsened not too long after the vaccine.

Taking multivitamins, omega-3 supplements, staying hydrated and eating well.

Drinking, living a sedentary lifestyle by staying confined in the barracks.

Yes. I want others to be aware of this. When I suffered the worst of my anxiety, and developed depression as a result of toxic leadership in my unit preventing me from returning home to attend my best friend’s wedding, I felt like a failure. Coupled with an experimental vaccine and incentives for people to get vaccinated to be allowed to go to social gatherings, and the denial of that if you didn’t get the vaccine was not only a failure of the government but medical malpractice by the WHO, FDA, and Pharmaceutical giant Moderna. They promised us the vaccine would be good enough. The following year I contacted covid anyhow and fully recovered from it since. But the vaccine itself wouldn’t have made a difference. We were lied to. All of us. Being in the military and having first access to the vaccines didn’t feel like the government or modera cared primarily for us. It felt more like being a guinea pig.